I am just a mom, a real lonely one. Every time I try to be one, I am shut down. I have no say over my kids they just do whatever they want to and i know thats my own fault. I just dont know how to change it. I ask for something to be done and it might...might get done when they are good and ready. I ask for a certain bedtime, even just a round about one, and I am intruding. I sat down tonight and was shunned, "i am not gonna sit here and get watched like a little kid" I always feel like the black sheep. I could leave here and only mark would care. It really sucks. I am only good if I am doind something for them, other than that I might as well stay in my room like an outcast. Thats how I feel. I have been sitting here since 9:00 last night and no one talked to me then, I wake up at 3:00 am and tell them its alittle too late and I got crap back. I am used to it though......I just sit in silence and let them basically do what they want. See it's my own fault. :(